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Name: Michael
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Elizabethton
Birthday: 4/10/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: women, tennis, god, and music (like Underoath, Silverstein, and Dashboard Confessional).
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
4/19/2005
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| I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, but my summer has been packed with some much to do. I'm starting to calm down because Upward Bound, but we're all keeping touch, so that's why I've been so busy. Besides Upward Bound, I haven't done anything else. UB went to Pennsylvania and that trip....was amazing. I won't go into detail, but I had a hell of a time. Now, band is starting back again and I was excited till last nite b/c that was our first practice, and I don't think I'm gonna enjoy myself this year in band except for the trips. Oh well, leave some comments and get back to you.....peace, bros and sis's...... | | |
| So, recovery is a lil bit harder than I thought. I can't really do too much or I get exhausted really easily. I guess, I'll just have to give it time. I'm I've been so neglectant towards everyone b/c I've been busy this week full of hospital visits and check-ups. But, as things finally start to slow down, Upward Bound starts Sunday and I'm very pleased to go because I got clearance from my doctor and I've been kooked up in this house of mine for so long......it's like the hospital except with more room.lol I would also like to thank the people who came, sent a card, or was praying for me while I was in the hospital. I appreciate each and everyone of you and would love to give you all a great big hug........It sounds gay, but it's true. Well, I'll talk to yall sometime in the summer aand I hope everyone is very safe this summer..... I know I'll be......peace, brethrens.... | | |
| Well, it's the end of the school year and I'm finally out of the hospital. i got out Tuesday and now it's just time for me to sit down and heal. My experience at the hospital also taught me many things. 1: Never date a 19 year old girl while drugged up in the hospital. lol...this is actually a true story, but it's over now....yaaaaaaahhhh!!!!! 2: Being cooked up in there also changed me emotionally. Emotionally, I really don't give a shit about what goes on now because I'm tired of it all after being in the hospital. Ask me about this in person because I could explain it better that way. 3: Hope is a sign of weak faith, and if you have to hope in something, then you have weak faith to believe in something. I know that's really pesimistic of me, but that's what has become of me after two frickin' weeks in a hospital. That's just a few issues that were most affective towards me. Trust me, there are a lot more, but I'd rather tell you in person because I'm just that social...lol. You guys are welcomed to call my home number, it's 725-2069, since I'm out of minutes on my cell phone...what a big surprise..lol. You're also welcomed to visit me at my house, but I assure you, it's 30 minutes away, so if you feel like I'm worth the drive then give me a call for directions. Now, I'm just counting the days till upward bound when I'll be around people...lol. I hope everyone has a great summer and enjoys themselves. I know I have already lol.....peace, bro's and sis's.... | | |
| So, things have been crazy lately, but are starting to staighten out. I met an old friend from Hampton and we're going on a date this friday. I guess this is a way of trying to get my mind off of past remininsents...The end of the year is coming up and I want to get out of this hell-hole called school. I just can't wait any longer to go back to Upward Bound and meet some old friends. Also, I had an asthma attack today @ work and they made me go home, so that pissed me off the most today. Well, I'm gonna get off and go to sleep earlier than I normally do...good night ladies and gentlemen and have a great week....peace.... Michael David Guinn | | |
| Well, I wasn't gonna write, but decided to share something:\
"Not Too Sure About The Next Day" by Michael Guinn
At first we felt so invincible,
Now we feel so weak.
It seems the everything we had,
Now becomes so very few things.
I've kept my end of the bargain,
And I wonder if you've kept yours.
Cause it seems like we're hopeless,
And we're not too sure, about the next day.....
I want to ease some of your pain,
But you push me away.
I wanna talk to you everday,
But it's hard when you wanna be alone, You're always alone.....
And I'm trying not to give up,
On you and I.
And trying not to fail you,
It's just so hard to try.
And I'm trying not to give up,
On you and I.
And I'm trying not to break down,
On the inside...
So, here's what love I've got left,
It's not much, but I'm sure it can help you.
But it's your choice to accept it,
I'm only what you've left of me....
Well, that's all I've got to say, and if some of you are worrying about, then don't. I'm not gonna do anything stupid, again.
Peace..... | | |
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